I think I am a product of
Romanticism. Looking back on my life I
can see some things that lean towards enlightenment but overall I have more
romantic qualities. One of the main
romantic qualities that I feel I have is that if individuality. The earliest I remember seeing this in myself
is when I was in middle school. I hated
gym class, not because I disliked exercise but because I have never been good
at sports and I didn't like being picked nearly last. I also had a tendency to be very shy and
quite but in 7th grade it began to change. I remember telling myself, who cares if you
suck at soccer and softball, just get out there and have a positive attitude
and have fun! I attempted to do just
that. I would wear my hair down and when
it was time for gym I would throw my head upside down, gather all my hair on
top of my head and put an elastic in it.
My hair was literally on top of my head. As I began to express an
attitude of, “I don’t care what others think of me, I am going to play hard and
have fun,” I was not last to be picked for a team. I was much closer to the top and I know this
is because I was myself. I laughed at
myself if I missed the ball and told me team I would do better next time. I was expressing my true self and I loved it.
Since then, I have always tried to
just be myself and if others did not like the way I was, I did not care. I do tend to comply with social norms such as
getting married in a white dress. But if I
could do it over again, I would not have a traditional wedding reception and I
would get married in whatever color dress I wanted! Who made the rule about wearing
a white dress? Sure it represents purity but white looks horrible on me and you
should feel beautiful on your wedding day! Looking at pictures of that day, I look very washed out and I don't feel that pretty and that is why I would wear a different colored dress.
Also, I have a grown a love for
nature. My husband’s family is a very
outdoor family and so I have experienced a lot of nature with them. Some credit must also go to my general
education art class. Since I have taken that class, I notice the colors
and shading of landscapes. I love to be
the passenger on road trips so that I can watch the mountains as we drive
along. Then, I can pay attention to the
shadows and how it looks when the sun hits the scenery from different
angles. The world we live in is
beautiful.
Finally, I relate to romanticism
because I want to get away from commercial life. I would love to live in a cabin in a small
town away from the hustle and bustle of city life. I feel like it would be less stressful and it
would make life simple. I am a product
of the Romantic time period because I love that I am my own unique
person and I am not afraid to express it, and I love nature. Along with my love of nature, there is a strong desire within me to
live in a rural area.